I'm Back!! Brace yourself, LOTS OF PICTURES!!

Finally I am back to blogging :D I have been so sick for the past few weeks, the thought of doing anything but sleep was overwhelming. So much has happened in the past month its ridiculous haha so I am going to start from the beginning!! We moved home to good old Tooele, Utah and have loved spending time with family! Unfortunately, moving home early came with a big price :( saying good bye to Daddy was super hard and extremely emotional. Jordyn did really well on the plane, thank goodness,  in fact she slept the whole second flight! The best part of all is I didn't throw up one time during the trip, WOOT! WOOT! Heavenly father was looking out for me :D Well, we made it home and gave Jordyn her first Oreo cookie, who would of thought one little cookie could make such a mess hahahaha

IT'S A BOY!!

Since being home I FINALLY went to my first baby appointment!  On September 6th, 2012 We found out that I have lost 20 lbs so far, I am 14 weeks along and we are having a baby BOY!! Kitaro and I are so stinking excited its ridiculous haha Now I can finally start taking photos for his memory book. Its pretty awesome finding out you are already 14 weeks pregnant and only have 26 more to go! I kind of feel like I cheated and skipped 3 1/2 months ahead of schedule haha SWEET!! So as of right now our baby boy is due March 5th, 2013 and all I can think about is BRING ON THE BABY CLOTHES! Sadly the photo machine wasn't working so they couldn't give me any pictures, but when I go back on the 24th I have been promised lots :D

Labor Day 2012!

Unfortunately, we spent labor day away from daddy, but being with Heder family was full of memories. We went to the Deseret Peak Pool for a couple hours and then headed to the canyon for some hot dogs and smores :D
Things we discovered along the way:
- Jordyn has no fear of water or how deep it is
- My dad can eat ketchup with anything BUT hot dogs or else he will gag
- Jordyn LOVES Salt and Vinegar chips
- I burn way to easily now
and theres nothing better then spending time with your loved ones around a campfire :D

HI DAD!!

WE

LOVE 

YOU

xoxo

Jordyn LOVED feeding Grandpa Heder! She just had to make sure he ate his food too!

 Hugs and Kisses

from 

Grandma Heder

xoxox

They're the BEST!

Auntie Tina

We LOVE you!!

You make me laugh

You play with me

You give me 

Lots of hugs

And most of all

You shower me with Kisses xoxox

Jordie Cakes

I swear she is growing up way too fast :(
 It just doesn't seem fair, she's just about 18 months!

How far along am I??

I seriously don't know how far a long I am! I feel like I'm around 13 -14 weeks but I look like I'm 25 weeks, this is so confusing. Kitaro has made it his goal to help (how sweet huh!) so with every sale he makes, he also comes home with some new anti-nausea methods from each customer haha. I throw up all the time, with out cause, and I am so ready for it stop! In Kitaros hunt for my cure, we have discovered that vitamin B12 seems to really help :D I love that he is willing to go the distance and doing everything he can to try and help me! After taking the B12 vitamin this morning, I stopped throwing up and have had so much energy, so I guess that means I owe my amazing husband a BIG FAT THANK YOU!!! There isn't a whole lot going on right now here in texas, Jordyn is still crazy but she has moved onto Mulan for her movie choice. Kitaro is selling consistently and I am still very much pregnant :D I attached a photo of my HUMUNGOUS baby belly, that I think is only 13 weeks a long bahahaha but whatever. Well, I hope all is well in your lives! Sending our love xoxoxo

Its The Little Things That Make All The Difference

This week has been really hard, for the first time I found myself scared to be pregnant again. I felt like Jordyn had gone crazy and it took everything I had to keep up with her, how in the world could I handle two kids at a time?! If were being honest I can barely handle the child I have right now! As much as I love my baby girl and ALWAYS will, I couldn't help but feel like I was screwing up as a parent. It was about mid week when I realized that being a parent is ALWAYS going to be the hardest challenge in my life and thats OK!! Its no secret that parents want to be able to give their kids all their Love and Attention, but feel failure and disappointment when they are unable to. After saying my prayers I was reminded that YES, being a parent is so hard, but its not impossible! All it takes is me doing MY best each and everyday and making sure that the spirit is a constant in my home. I was so blinded by all the hard trials that make up being a parent, I completely over looked the small, yet perfect moments that make being a parent the BIGGEST blessing of my life! Am I still scared to have another baby hahaha that would be a big fat YES, but Im more EXCITED then scared now! I know that with the lords guidance I will be just fine :D I attached a video of Jordyn and Kitaro playing this morning to give you a glimpse of what I feel being a parent is all about! sending our love XOXOXOXOX