This week has been really hard, for the first time I found myself scared to be pregnant again. I felt like Jordyn had gone crazy and it took everything I had to keep up with her, how in the world could I handle two kids at a time?! If were being honest I can barely handle the child I have right now! As much as I love my baby girl and ALWAYS will, I couldn't help but feel like I was screwing up as a parent. It was about mid week when I realized that being a parent is ALWAYS going to be the hardest challenge in my life and thats OK!! Its no secret that parents want to be able to give their kids all their Love and Attention, but feel failure and disappointment when they are unable to. After saying my prayers I was reminded that YES, being a parent is so hard, but its not impossible! All it takes is me doing MY best each and everyday and making sure that the spirit is a constant in my home. I was so blinded by all the hard trials that make up being a parent, I completely over looked the small, yet perfect moments that make being a parent the BIGGEST blessing of my life! Am I still scared to have another baby hahaha that would be a big fat YES, but Im more EXCITED then scared now! I know that with the lords guidance I will be just fine :D I attached a video of Jordyn and Kitaro playing this morning to give you a glimpse of what I feel being a parent is all about! sending our love XOXOXOXOX
Mother's Day
5 years ago
2 comments:
I really like your perspective about being a parent. I keep saying, "When Avery's older, it'll get easier," but the truth is that it will always be a challenge. The key is attitude and faith in the Lord. Thanks for the uplift!
We all just need a little reminder every now and again :D It was different for me, Jordyn was a little angle, she slept threw the night ever since she was born! I kept saying "Im so lucky to have such an angle baby" bahahaha ya, well she is part devil thats for sure! I bet you are an amazing mommy!!
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